"with a little help from my friends"

well its 6am and its a very fresh sunday morning. No birds to sing along with, and no children to watch as they run freely without any matter to the world. i am in front of my house sparking up a joint and feeling like the world is actually getting just a little better. The world is turning to marijuana as they should, but slowly. which is understandably accepted, as the nation already left the white race in the dust and are slowly coming around from still having a mind set of the early 1900's. Marijuana is not a drug! it never was! it is just a tool to use for its sole purpose of feeling complete!!! RE triggering the way it felt inside the soul when filled with a passion. Marijuana makes people feel alive because with all the crap going on in this world, some people forget they are still alive inside first and out second. i have lost my job for testing positive for THC and accepted my termination as a sign from god. he said you don't need that life style anymore of working 40-60hrs a week! being a front-line supervisor! never being unsafe! being a team leader! never backing down from a task! working for the same company for 10 years! i will now reapply after 5months since my "surprise but should have known better" drug test! but here i am unemployed and in a middle of a loan modification! my house payment is 1690 and i get 1900 a month of benefits.....i got a car loan, cell, car insurance, 5yr old, 8months preg-gf, utilities, and umm other stuff i guess but somehow i have to make ends meet! i also enrolled at my local community college and man!!! let me tell you, right now i am lovin school. this Chicano history gots my minds going crazy! i will post my thoughts some other time....first let me quickly tell you what my buddy did. after being told that my loan was closed and most likely my 1st home was going to be lost, she got me a deal that is unreal. nothing is set in stone but i will be on a trial with a payment of 850....wowowowowowow!!!!!!!wowowowowow!!!!!!!thank you lord!!!!!!!!i will try to keep on trying to make ends meet and hopefully everything will work out just the way the lord wants it to work.....everything happens for a reason.........well stay tune to witness a miracle or just another home lost........life is good with a little help from my friends. Amen